lately...

Things have been rough... ok, extremely rough.  I am without direction, no compass, and no one to guide.  (lies)

I want to feel found, understood, validated... yet the only one whose opinion truly counts is my own, but I don't know if I'm in a place to find what I'm looking for.

Although I felt like saying "EFF MY LIFE!!!"  I remember that my husband loves me.  I have amazing friends.  I have a good job (for now.)  5 years ago I wouldn't be able to say the same thing... So I will continue to be grateful for the lessons and the experiences, even the ones that have made me question myself.

Maktub.