grasping....for understanding....some semblence of peace. my head is aching, my insides imploding... this noggin... is so heavy right now, can barely balance on this neck... adult onset torticollis? chronic crooked neck? chronically crooked? nobody knows. I need to write, express, release, but it's just not coming.... and I hate forcing anything.... walking backwards, eyes closed, head down, shaking slowly from side to side.... the heart says one thing, and the head screams another. loyalties fading, I'm turning on myself. know this cycle too well.
I am: making it worse
I am: seriously trying, really trying. it's exhausting
I am: trying to turn it off...mindfullness and such
I am: failing miserably
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