08/18/12, 9:35pm

Lately (lies, always) I am very much caught up within my own thoughts... trying to decipher, dissect.  I want to understand.  It seems to have been a constant in my life...  attempting to break it all down.  Make sense of myself. 

I am:  utterly self centered.  All too aware.  A friend said it best recently.  "I am a ME monster."

Yes, yes I am.

How can I expect to understand someone else if I don't quite comprehend what makes ME tick?  I like to think of it all as self exploration rather than a sick obsession.

Am I diluting myself?  Possibly.