tuesday afternoon

sometimes things simply don't work out as you had planned.. even while taking all logic and possibilities into consideration, the let down can still seem catastrophic. you may have initially reacted with anger, sadness, denial, isolation, distraction, who knows... but sooner or later, it seems to catch up.. even years later.. long after you'd thought those woes had been buried, even while common, maybe even expected.. it never ceases to surprise to some degree. that's all i've got.