sunday

every once in a while i feel the oddest sensation, deep inside - like my heart wants out of my chest, and badly at that. last night the ticker kicked in at an alarming and rapid rate for longer than i would have guessed. this morning i felt a similar sensation for just a couple minutes. then it lessened a bit, but not much. felt like someone had their hands wrapped around it in order to stifle the pounding and make it less obvious while it continued on.. trying to escape.. and seriously, who can blame it. i'd want out, too, if i had the chance.