i had to make a decision about a certain situation that was causing me lots of unnecessary grief. i struggled, and struggled, and struggled. but my feeble heart gave into the logic of my head, so i went through with taking care of business. i felt unsure, and slightly uncomfortable with the decision, but i believe that's because my heart was holding on... if only i could make my heart catch up to my head. logic wins over emotion. i did what i needed to do to be happier, less stressed, and less self defeating... and the best part is that this affects nobody but myself. and i'm happier. so there we have it.
my sweet and enlightened husband commented that even though this hasn't been a major part of my life, it's still been an anchor i've been carrying around, but now i've cut the line and am no longer towing such a heavy weight behind me! relief! it feels so good!
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glad to hear it! i also find myself holding on to things, ideas, beliefs, and relationships that have long since ceased to be beneficial. It can be hard to let go, frightening even, especially if one's sense of personal identity is somehow caught up in it.
but i am sure you've had enough gravity, enough heaviness, already in life. And what you can do to become lighter inside must be a good thing. :)
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