on smoking.

I quit smoking at the end of may, mostly. I have a pack of cigarettes in my bedside table, and I had decided that I would allow myself a cigarette if I wanted one badly enough. this weekend was a "bad enough" kind of weekend. I'm not proud, but it is what it is. I have a friend coming over tonight to have drinks, and she smokes. it's going to take lots of willpower, but I'm not going to plan on smoking. because I can do it! I can do it! I can do it!