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there are few feelings worse than knowing you've utterly hurt someone you care for almost more than anything. there's nothing that will make it better in the present. time heals, along with a few other things, but i think probably time heals the most. again, in the interim i can only offer support, being better, loving as much as possible, and showing respect. i have no other ideas right now. it's driving me slightly crazy, but not nearly crazy as is possible.