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i've had one joint session with this woman, my first solo coming up on thursday, and i already feel major anger and hostility. maybe it's the little interruptions, the soft and disingenuous side remarks, or the grand sweeping generalized statements. maybe it's that i feel as though i really screwed up and therefore deserve what's coming.

flying spaghetti monster, help me.

i'm having so much anxiety surrounding this, and i suppose that's to be expected... but i'm not an expert, and i don't know how i should be feeling.

life will continue....