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today has been a weird day. wasn't anticipating the anniversary or the girl from last night. i wonder if she recognized me before i recognized her. maybe. the upswing has been continuing and i'm ever grateful. but, i don't need this weight right now. i don't need anything else to push me down. this year has been a challenge, but the best kind. tons of growth and trust and love. i should be more thankful. still, your face lingers ahead. maybe it's just meant to be for the moment. i think i have no other choice but to let it roll, let it go....