Wednesday, May 6, 2009

lalala wednesday

mostly for me, it's all or nothing. i'm not an in between kind of girl. when i dabble, i delve... then it's more and more, then nothing at all. despite my tendencies, i'm in between today. i've been feeling for my face only to find a kind of resemblance. i feel a little bit lost, a little unsure, and most definitely in between.

last night in bed i was swimming. i was under waves and down deep. i felt water fill my ears, my nose, my mouth... i let it take me deeper. i sunk like a stone and swayed deep within the sea. i awoke with an inhale. the air felt as though it was filled with tiny razors cutting as i filled my lungs, and again as i exhaled... and so began the process of another day.

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